new song, august 04 2024

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+                    2024 August 2 <br>
+                    I added a new song today. It's the title song from one of my favorite games of all time, Little Big Planet. I first got LBP when I was a kid. My family got a PS3, and I never really had any games of my own. At the time, we really only had Call of Duty games, and maybe Skate 3. I usually spent my time gaming on the Wii, where I played Super Mario World, or playing Beyond to Souls as player 2 with my brother. One day, my mom took my brother and I to Walmart. Back then, you'd go to the video game section, and you could play demos of a lot of the games. We'd just sit back there for what felt like hours playing every game we could on the Xbox's and PlayStations they had there. It was a special day though, because we got to pick out a game each. We had to keep it pretty cheap, and so I found and picked out Little Big Planet 1, Game of the Year Edition. I don't think I had ever been so exicted to try out a game. We drove home and immediately I put it into the PlayStation. My brother and I sat there as long as we were allowed and played that entire game. I remember loading in for the first time and hearing the narrator talk to us about Sackboy and how to play. I remember discovering how to make new outfits, and finding all of the game of the year special ones, like Sack Sparrow. I remember the "500 Jumps" parkour levels that users made, and spending forever trying to beat them all. I remember making my own levels for my brother and I to play. I remember the music that played, especially this song. I can barely even listen to it without crying still. Though I've probably put more time into the Souls game, and even more time into Minecraft, I'm not sure that I'll ever experience a game quite like Little Big Planet. I hope you all enjoy the song.
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                     2024 August 1 <br>
                     I don't know how to feel better. I can't stop feeling so bad all the time. I wake up and feel bad. I can't focus on work or relationships. I don't want to talk to people, not even family. I fall asleep feeling bad. It's been like this for so long, I feel like I'll never stop feeling this way. Even when I'm living on my own and have income, I feel bad. What am I supposed to do? I can't just walk into a doctor's office and say "hey I feel very suicidal". Called 988 at one point. That made me feel worse. Hurt myself pretty bad at night. I didn't mean to, I just wasn't able to think. I'm tired of avoiding friends and family so they don't see me with bruises on my forehead from hitting myself. I'm tired of everything. I just wan't to feel better.
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+    {title: 'The Orb of Dreamers - Daniel Pemberton', src: '../music/song 0.mp3'},
     {title: 'Clair de Lune - Claude Debussy', src: '../music/song 1.mp3'},
     {title: 'Merry Go Round of Life - Joe Hisaishi', src: '../music/song 2.mp3'},
     {title: 'Partita for Lute in C Minor, BWV 997, Prelude - J.S Bach', src: '../music/song 3.mp3'},